CHORUS :      You're my poison, poison, poison boy   You're my poison boy   I used to see the best in me   But you brought out the mess of me      VERSE 1 :      I didn't plan to love a man    He stopped me dead and no one can   Bring me back from this heart attack   I was sober and right on track   I lost my grip and then we slipped    I wept and kept on taking hits   Scalpel harms all on my arms   He makes me scream he makes me calm      Verse 2      I can't help but be afraid   This tragedy is what I made   He deafens me without a sound   Every mutter and stutter pulls me down   Down to the ground    When he's around   I feel I've found the half of me   Without me him I act like sin   I'm no good when I'm lonely