don't you dare tell me i am the reason we are here   i spend enough sleepless nights in this bed   to know this isn't just all in my head.      d-d-d-don't you say   that i'm ruining what we've made   we know enough to know we're both to blame   it's like you're leaving but you don't know the way   so i say..      i can't believe myself   i'm wishing to be anyone else   and i'm feeling like all this hell might change something good   in the end      and i, oh i just can't find a reason why   why you intentionally say goodbye   if this mess were up to me, we'd see eye-to-eye   but you get bored and run from the honest life   sometimes it's where you're making me lose my mind   so i'll keep singing...      i can't believe myself   i'm wishing to be anyone else   and i'm feeling like all this hell might change something good   in the end...      it was the look on your face when i called out your name   it was the days waiting for you alone in the rain   take me back to the top when i wish you could stay   now i'm here   it's the first step where i watch you fade away      i can't believe myself   i'm wishing to be anyone else   and i'm feeling like all this hell might change something good   in the end      ..oh my god, this town, it feels like a headache...   ..you were a safe bet.. a safe bet..   ..i'm falling in and out of love.. finally stopping what we were made of..