Letting go of my love with a strangers breath against my skin   I left my heart 200 miles away, I never had it back   It all fell apart and the blood ran cold through these dead veins   Standing by your side without saying a word. I was breathless   Nothing left to believe in. Your worn face and hands tell the stories of solitude   Endless Friday nights and fucking fear   Finally breaking our silence, only to find out the harsh reality   That catches up on me, on these winter nights that came to soon (too fucking soon)   I'm only 19 years old but there's so much pain in here   Fuck this pain!   So look past my skin, look past these scars, look past the glimmer of hope in my eyes   If I'm honest to myself it feels like you're only haunting me