taste like fear   i couldnt scream i couldnt fight    locked in a darkened room   my soul shut down   this little nothing on the floor   laid down by your sick desire   take take take   what you wanted from me   take take take    what you wanted from me   and my heart is broken (and i cant speak for years)   my soul is shattered and torn    what you have taken from me   can never be reborne..   hands like dead   cholk hold on my fire   pieces of you die in silence   empty eyes and forever empty hearts    leaving me with dreams so violent!   take take take    what you wanted from me   take take take    what you wanted from me   and my heart is broken   my soul is shattered and torn   what you have taken from me   can never be reborne   rape, fear, blame, shameless   you took me down   you put me under   you took me down   you put me under   and i will feel never whole    i will never feel right   just tell me why   just tell me why   just tell me why..   never thought that you would give me   everything you that did and more    and now i will give it to others ( i was just a little girl when you thought...)    that you can never take away (i never knew i had..)   and they'll hate me for it too   just like i hate you   what you could have told me   things you could have said (and now my heart will..)   your dirty silence spreads ( and everyone i love...)   and all your stupid lies burn    ill never get it back ( will stand in your shadow)   i feel so dirty   so unclean ( and i will never feel whole..)   like a stab or a sore.   you know this happened..   this happened.   the girl that you made a whore   he raped me   this happened   and i hate myself! ( i hate myself )   for all the whore you made me   (but i hate you more)   i will never feel whole   i hate myself ( i hate myself)   for all the stuff that you gave me   (but i hate you more)   i will never feel whole   and i hate myself   i hate myself    and i will live in your shadow (but i hate you more)   i will never feel whole   cause you murdered me   you murdered me