I wish I drank tequila   I wish I stayed up late   But lately when the Sandman comes   You know I just can't wait   No, lately I can't wait      And we packed up all your boxes   It's all been hauled away   I never stare at walls so bare   'Cause something always stays   Yeah something of you stays      And I wanna shout from my guitar   Come out, come out wherever you are   The joke is over, open your eyes   A heart like yours, it never dies   And I found your keys behind your chair   I still can see you sitting there   This isn't funny; don't fool around   You let me go... you let me down      And I guess I'm still pretty angry   And I don't want to be   I don't know which was the bigger waste of time   Missing you or wishing, instead, it was me      I wish I walked on water   Pulling rabbits from my sleeve   Guessing cards and saving everyone   I wish I still believed   Oh I wish that I believed      That I could also channel voices   That I've endured the burning blade   That I could make some of your choices   I wish I weren't afraid   Of those choices that you've made         Like I could give you what you need   So ollie ollie oxen free   The game is up and I give in   So show yourself so that you can win   Come claim your prize and I don't care   I still can see you standing there   How could you leave, how could you lie?   You cut me off in mid-reply      Run all your races   And be what you're gonna be   And let some of us love you   And set thy anger free         And I guess I'm still pretty angry   And I don't want to be   I don't know which was the bigger waste of time   Missing you or wishing instead it was me         The will to win, the urge to race   I still can see it on your face   Thought I'd keep up but only crashed   I wasn't built to move that fast   Thought I could match you stride for stride   But I was on the other side   And holding onto the safety rail   With knuckles white, complexion pale   A cloud of dust and you were gone   Thought I would catch you later on   I limped behind, your race was won   But were you racing or on the run?   How you enjoyed, you loved to drive   And I'm destroyed... 'cause I'm alive      Run all your races   And be what you're gonna be   And let some of us love you   And set thy anger free      Control my contradictions   And allow that my labors thrive   And grant me please the answer   I don't know why I'm still...      In the beginning there was you and me   I would have brushed my world aside   Rather than say goodbye   I would have brushed my world aside   I don't know why I'm still...         And I guess I'm still pretty angry   And I don't want to be   I don't know which was the bigger waste of time   Missing you or wishing, instead, it was me      And I guess I'm still pretty angry   And I don't want to be   I don't know which was the bigger waste of time   Missing you...