in memories we still remain   in this masquerade i play   choke back the tears deny this pain    there's so much left to say (or is there)      like is this love or comfort      this town seems emptier tonight   it lost it's shine when you said good-bye   and all the things i never realized are blinding me      in solitude i taste your kiss   i contemplate for days   are feelings gone or just dismissed   are there reasons here to stay      and silence grows through laughter      tear out this heart its yours to have    in time it's beating won't seem that bad   and could you still feel something for me through all this fear      have all the rocks lost their red glow in the last year