This can't be real   Your presence I'd like to steal   When the words meet the rhyme   You make me feel all dead inside   And now I paint my heart red   'Cause it's all black instead   Feel the knots pulling tighter   This silence is getting louder      Reach out for the good   To discover your piece of truth   My mind stays in the past   Don't want it to last/   /should be viewing ahead   Pulling these demons out of my head   Off my head      This memory I obtained from you   It's sweet and painful and all so goddamn true   I'm choking back this every single day   It makes me want to get away   And leaves the pitiless price to pay   These scars are here to stay   Shaped in different ways      Silence shrieking so loud   Blowing on my conscience cloud      Found within desire   Bitter red in my eyes so wide   Obscure ciphers caught inside   Twisting me another way around   Inside - pitch-black pinning me down      Reveries in disparity   Facing concrete's nettling kiss   Swarming clouds in this city   Pouring rain on me and taking all sincere      Can't you see it's all so bitter?   Take a solitary move for something better   My urges to repel   Forming my liquid cell   Blind flying with nothing to tell