So now I'm sinking,   I'm feelin' like I did the day you said goodbye.   Caught off guard and asking "why?",   Now I, am waiting for this moment to pass, confusions amass.   And I, don't feel like I can take anymore, I can't take anymore.   I don't ever want to feel this again.   I don't know why I even pretend.   There's nothing here to comfort me now.   I'm sinking, wishing I could bail out.      We've been through it, it's so stupid.   You come around, and I fall back into you.   Then I miss you, reminisce you.   I'm having thoughts that I wish I wouldn't think.      I don't ever want to feel this again.   I don't ever want to lose you as a friend.