She phones home, composed, a bit panicked   Hesitates to confess she misses the Atlantic   The gulf streams, the palm trees, the car keys that took you away   She tries to explain, oh boy      I wanna be fixed, I wanna be broken   I wanna be closed, I wanna be open   The love I thought had died is still alive and I hope that you don't mind       She says December will help me remember   The place that my heart calls home   When the pale city lights are aglow   And my heart's feeling empty and cold   Well there's one place I know that I'm dying to be   Steel City, you'll always be a part of me      No, it's not what you said, and it's not how you said it   But it all came undone the moment you meant it   I honestly can't believe coincidence and possibility could sway   But I'll try and explain, baby      I wanna be fixed, I wanna be broken   I wanna be closed, I wanna be open   When stars and hearts align I'm sure you'll come to find the love we had was blind      Searching for something you need   And as you fall to the floor you crawl to your knees   Reach out for something you see    It's like she was never there   You breathe in and hold the air   Like an unanswered prayer