i don't have many friends   just some pretty loose and dead ends   even one can be a bit much for me   and they call me but i never end up calling them back   they lose patience as i lose track   i don't care any more   if i ever did before   but i'm not really paying attention   people say what reflects well on them   and everyone's lying like rugs   and everyone thinks i'm on drugs   but i'm just fucked up on life   cause it doesn't add up   and i never know what should be done   i know i'm far from the only one   i stay out of the fray   i figure i do less damage that way   i'm outstanding in my field   and all i ever want to do is just get plowed   i always feel outnumbered in a crowd   and if the truth be known   i feel outnumbered when i'm all alone   if you're wondering why there's no affect   when i speak, when you look in my eyes   i couldn't begin to explain   i'm almost perfectly sane   but i'm just fucked up on life   i'm just fucked up, fucked up on life   dum dum day   i never know what i should do or say   when words fail me   i react reciprocally   i'm just fucked up on life   i'm just fucked up, fucked up on life