My head aches   Water is too cold for my burden to take   and this night makes me weary   and my eyes aren't dry   but dry enough to carry out my tears   and to remind me,   that everyday is leaving   just like you      Please let me explain   I know i dont deserve to   and I know things have changed   and talking to you    talking to you brings me here   here is where we need to go   when each one changes   for the better I should hope   and I cant explain   the way I've made you feel   And that matters   it matters to me   and sitting up until one   the time wont matter   but the time I used   used to think of you   and how much I've fucked things up   and how time pressed my fate   in my own hands I held it   and my hand had felt it   like holding a knife by the blade   and the pain wont fade   from the mistakes I've made   if only I could understand   and know the world by the clouds   and never hurt anyone again   Please dont hurt anyone again      And I've been thinking   the things I've been thinking   about the past   and how it hurt everything   And how my choices   To keep a mistaken crisis    from a beautiful girl who stopped loving me   because i should never have lived the past   but i did, and theres nothing i would love   to do to have you in my arms again      But you dont want me back, no   but why wont you believe me?   dont leave me unanswered   Because i still love you more   than ever i have   dont let me make this hard   but harder than it has to be      This night hasnt come to a start   the sun is almost up   and the clouds painted with light   Beautiful colours   Colours dance too short and time   time steals them away all too quickly   Before the light can upstage the day      Do I like being alone?   or do I just like having no one around me?   please don't let me be alone   Because maybe you can love   me after what ive done   because time just makes me think   about how i miss you      And with your arm   wanting to paint stars in the sky   and holding my chest   I guess this is goodbye      it's one forty two and ive   missed you for too long   ive done too much to hurt you   and i know you, and i need you   please dont let me hurt you   but hey, this is to a girl   a girl who got into my head   with all these fucked up things   i did,   and lines from our song,   i never had it   it never changes, dont let me   change   Catch me as i fall and   help my pain   the way i caused yours      The time of your life   and songs that i love   and songs we can share   but now you hate   but songs to a beautiful girl   and poets that I never was   finished our hope   stop thinking about such melodies   and thinking about the song      Remember, do you remember when you wrote   me that note?   And how much we felt   and times we kissed   you stopped me and you wanted to talk   lets talk,   About the places we went   and the places we met   No, these places we hate   because of promises   promises never made   because a promise only deserves the name   when it is never broken      Hey, baby   why dont we catch a bus   together   and maybe things will seem right again   and you can take me home   so we wont be alone   no, dont be alone   or lets toast to us   wont drinking up till night seem right again?   thats what i dont get   its how we first met      we need to breathe      Lets stop and breathe   becasue we all need to breathe   no matter how much we'd hate to   and how much we know we wont regret it   just breathe   and save me    from the air that surrounds me      If this is how it happens   and you never want to see me   never again   not in your dreams   and not in mine   Just please give me a chance   to put an end to this pain   because i miss you too much   to ever hurt you again      Would you ever let me?   because i'll always need you   because we all need a little love   and i dont derserve you   but nobody does   in a world so battered and torn   and of all the pretty babies born   You make each day a smile   a smill i'll miss   each day that i live   please come back and live   because we all need a little more love   wont you let me love?   ill stay here all night   Let me stay up all night   And i'll miss you in my arms   because we all love you in our arms   and because theres only so much i can say   But theres nothing i wont do   So please give me an answer   and give my feelings somewhere to stay   before the pen carries them away