I choke on my bitterness   Because some things are better left unsaid      Hesitant is my instinctive venom   Since I've stepped out of this light      I said I'm sorry   The truth is I never was   Begging to be indifferent   I'll take you down with me      You're going down   I'll take you down      Falling   Scratching, tearing      Ripping, falling, melting   Scratching, tearing, bleeding, feeding      I said I'm sorry   The truth is I never am   Begging for indifference   I'll drag you down with me      You're going down   I'll drag you down      A toxified embrace holds me up   As my suicide increases   And my life skids out of control   Shouting back in my face      As I lose control of my hands and mind   As I reach for my peace      I claw at my eyes   Insensitivity looking away   Just like a raped mother to her child   I hate you just the same   I hate you      And when patience wears thin   Intentions watch hungrily transparent   Anxious to feast on your devotion   Anticipating that quenchless thirst