so don't be selfish, hold her hair back as she vomits   don't be self-involved   you can flush it all out loud but hold your tongue and try…   try to be a bit more subtle, try to be a bit more silent   try to remember your first time      do you really believe that fate played a role in the selling of your soul   when your sweat and blood they flowed   like the faith that runs out of you      it set off a chain reaction, check the gate, change the filter   you had to have opened up your aperture    to go from that underexposed to this overexposed   I guess the only black and white    is the so-called natural pulls of this life   where you are only concerned with your own shit    and proof she is yours is written in your own piss   do you remember your first time      did you really believe that fate played a role in the selling of your soul   when your sweat and blood they flowed and faith ran out on you      were you really ready to pop this cherry   to enter the workforce, to become this workhorse   were you really ready to be surrounded by this cause and this effect