(GUTTER)   I once, dreamed of a world   Without consequences   Without reminders   Of this brutal gutter I am collapsed in      Once I dreamed   But then...I...woke....up      (AUTOPSY SONG)   Open wide look inside   At my autopsy      I feel like a woman   I feel like I care   I feel like I shouldn't   I feel like a child of despair      I feel like it's over   I feel like it's coming after me   I feel like it's closer   I feel like this is all I'll ever be      I feel like a failure   I feel like a hungry parasite   I feel like a razor   I feel like a prayer lost in flight      I feel like...I'm hopeless      I'm afraid I'm a slave   I'm weak and average      I feel like a hammer   I feel like a nail   I feel like I'm guilty   I feel like the wrist that it impales      I feel like a butcher   I feel like I'm being decieved   I feel like a beautiful loser   I feel like all you sheep are laugHING AT ME!      OPEN WIDE!   LOOK INSIDE!   AT MY AUTOPSY!      Look inside, open wide (x2)      I feel I'm a complete waste of time   I feel I'm transparent   I feel like I can't escape my mind