She's wasted, and I'm waiting like a dog   she drops the leash, but why would I ever run   she came to me just like a dream   I'm waking up but I'm trying to go back to sleep         I've got one foot in the gutter   and I wonder if she's even noticing         Just goes to show you when she changes like seasons   I'll hold it together for all the wrong reasons   and I've never been good at adding things up   factoring in the sum of her past         So lonely without you   even though I never had you         Writing you mail to not write me off   P.S. I can't listen to that Dashboard song   I know it's been a long ass time   something tells me everything's not alright