all i ever wanted was honesty   to be lost and free, and invincible   back in ‘92 there were love affairs, with a sidelong stare, and you caught them all   back in leavenworth you would pray that i’d wait   but i never told a soul that i’d stay   that i’d wait   would you trade in the days?    all you ever were was an oddity   you were lost in me, and i was so confused   but looking back i see this is how it was, and always will be, forever