Smallwood, a joiner, takes carpenter out for a meal    As soon as we dock see the captain to get a better deal    My darkness in mind is concealed    I'm in here alone and unreal    But not anymore    Not anymore       Up above and outside we looked towards the stern of the ship   Weighed up the anchor and then I decided to slip    Land well in middle and row    I'm tired of deceiving my soul    But not anymore    Not anymore      Won't be at this station too long    Took too many journeys alone    But not anymore    Not anymore      I leap the boat clear without paying my bills, I just left here   Precious sight in my eyes as I take the last dive, I shed no tears   I'm taking a guess    This life is a mess    But not anymore    Not anymore