do you wanna just cut me now   ending this pathetic life   ive created   and its already fading   the sunlight   has taken it's toll   im crying    im sick   im getting too old   if i cant hear you say goodbye   how am i supposed to go on    from that part of my life   so please end me now   end what i've created   i lie   i've been beaten   im pathetic   pathetic is writing about you   pathetic is not being able to stop   im just so pathetic   end it now.   end it now.      im making myself sick   looking in the mirror   who's the girl im supposed to see   whoever she is   it's obviously not the real me   take off the makeup   make the scars   i dont wanna be    who u think i am   who u think i was      so you see   how ive become so lost   just let me take it all   at any cost      who the fuck am i supposed to be   my styles changing every day   im never content with anything   maybe im too contenet   too negative   not caring   who the hell am i supposed to be   if none of you    have been understanding         im so pathetic   is it normal to feel this way   so unsafe   so childish   so so so pathetic