I used to say I love you   It wasn't really true   I wanted to believe it   And now I almost do   I used to say I love you   I said it as a threat   Or maybe as a promise   To see what I could get      But my heart doesn't break anymore   But my heart doesn't ache anymore   'Cause I just couldn't take anymore   And I've lost my illusions    About you now      I used to say I love you   It wasn't what I meant   What I really meant was   Come on in my tent   But you were reluctant   Although I was so hot   Now I understand it   But back then I did not      But my heart doesn't wear anymore   No my heart doesn't care anymore   'Cause my heart isn't there anymore   And I've lost my illusions    About you now      And now if I should see you   Or call you on the phone   I wonder who's that person   I could never call my own   Although I kind of like you   I'll never understand   Why I got so excited   Each time that we held hands      'Cause my heart doesn't feel anymore   No my heart doesn't wheel anymore   'Cause it just isn't real anymore   And I've lost my illusions    About you now