I'm scared, scared to return   ran away again and you won't learn   beating me down, to nothing   losing, myself in the worry      what you call life, is changing now   with the sound, of pain   what you call home, is burning down   to the ground      been smoking, drinking to escape   my fears of you leaving me in tears   and I know it all sucks, for you   but, I will not give up      what you call life, is changing now   with the sound, of pain   what you call home, is burning down   to the ground