on nights when sleeping it off is exactly what i should do   i won't come through, i won't come through   nobody understands this light just like me   sincerity, oh please return to me   'cause i've been lying to myself,    to myself, you see, myself, you see, myself, you see.   in time i'll create something that's the truth   so it pisses through you, cuts me in two   shows me why i lied to you   why i lied to you   i lied to you. i lied to you.   the part of me i'll never see   part is gone, i must go on.