I've given up on life   Just like it gave up on me   I'm tired of all the bullshit   My life, the self fulfilling catastrophe      Everything I try to do   All of my goals and dreams   Lay trampled and ripped apart   I hope someone hears my screams      I bang my head against the wall   Kick scream and shout   Try to be optimistic   But I'm overcome with doubt      My mind feels like shattered glass   Broken, beat up and abused   I wonder through life miserably   Everyday dazed and confused      Life you say is a roller coaster   But to me more like a free fall   Never up, always down   I'm in the ocean ready to drown   The riptides are pulling me in   I've given up, I know I can't win