memories and silence fills each room   overwhelming heavy as the tidal waves consume   buried underneath the dust & gloom   relics are reminders of my family of two      pictures of a happy bride and groom   ferry rides around the harbor on our honeymoon   wedding gifts of pots and pans   sleeping while were holding hands   as gracie lays upon us as we spoon      how could i ever be so blind that i could not see   how could i ever stray from what has meant so much to me   how could i ever gain her trust without the guarantees   of who i am or where i'll be      so now we live in fear of the unknown   insecure and skepticle her trust in me was blown   despite the past we face we both have grown   through the pain to find the strength together or alone      how could i ever be so blind that i could not see   how could i ever stray from what has meant so much to me   how could i ever gain her trust without the guarantees   of who i am or where i'll be      how could i ever be so blind that i could not see   how could i ever stray from what has meant so much to me   how could i ever gain her trust without the guarantees   of who i am or where i'll be