I'm so brilliant   I'm a joke   My tongue is golden   I'm about to choke   And I'm holy   I'm wreck   My voice is velvet   I have a rope around my neck      I'm so tired of this world in my head   I am the man that lost   So tired, so tired of myself   Am I the man that lost?      I'm a king   I'm a kick to the curb   I see things clear   My world is disturbed   And I'm a mountain   Yeah I'm a pile   I long for tomorrow   Haven't seen it in a while