yes i did it and i'll do it again   it doesn't matter if i am your best friend   i don't think so   you're not that smart   over and over it breaks my heart   the cycle continues time for your crime   the pain comes back in an ugly design   her makeup smears   the tears that she cries   over and over every night      emotional swords slash my soul   and now the pain takes control   i think about you   i think about me   think about the way that it used to be   i need a bottle   i need some pills   i need a friend   i need some thrills   a shoulder to cry on a friend to depend on   when life gets rough      time and time again   you think about yourself before you think about me   time and time again    you think about yourself before you think about me      it's like a fight every single day   it's always easy when you have it your way   deep in my heart    in the depths of my soul   my selfish ways are out of control   i'm sorry that it comes down to this   i punch through the wall as i break my fist   the makeup smears    tears that we cry    over and over every night      you're so selfish   you're making me want to end this relationship   you're making me want to end this      loving ties unwind   lost time behind   loving ties unwind   lost time behind