in a moment, i figured out    why i'm alive   like the tired boxer who rests his head   on the chest of his opponent.   like a tired lover.   grateful for a moment of peace.      dear, i know it was out of my hands   i got lost in the crowd   and always somehow it's your fault (?)      some believe in nothing   some believe everything   i believe that answers are    never underneath of what we thought   was covered   it's always in front of us   always in front of us      dear, i know it was out of my hands   i got lost in the crowd   and always somehow   dear, i know it was out of my hands   don't believe what i said,    don't believe what i did   it's my fault      whenever i go to sleep   i have a dream about it\   you're always (?)   sayin all the right things, but you never hear me.. you can't hear me.      it was out of my hands.    and always somehow...      dear i know it was out of my hands   i got lost in the crowd   and always somehow...   dear i know it was out of my hands   don't believe what i said   don't believe what i did   it's my fault      don't believe what i did, it's my fault