i said just go again   maybe i'm too ambiguous, the supreme subject of your distress   and its not so hard to aloof   brain on my sleeve, this abrupt mess that i get into         we go on all the time   maybe its hard today but its still better than the rest   when we're both so far away   i'm stuck with a depleted brain or a heart repressed   and i wish you were here with me   because i'd hide behind you shamelessly   atleast tonight         i said just stay a while   maybe you appear stoic or more stable than i could admit   florescent margins, we're born on edge   formally brain dead   we reside behind, forget ahead         you won't, you won't, you'll never say   what you're thinking about most everyday   and your function masks your sentiment   your laugh conceals your discontent