It's been a long   Time now    But not long enough for me to rest.   And I don't want you to know   What I've been thinking of.   And if I told you    I don't think you'd    Want to hear from    Me again.   Didn't mean to hurt you    This is just the way it is.       I'm the one I thought I'd never be   (Disguise my face)   Don't belong here this much should be clear   (Can't find my place)      I tried to scream, couldn't make a sound   Seems like weeks and weeks since    I left this town.   I woke up in a different place,    Different sight and indifferent state of mind.      I just wanted you to know    I'll hide behind   Another song,    That tells you the same old story and   Fake a smile   With a drink   I told you exactly what I    Think I told you   About the time when   The tiny stick could break the stone.   You didn't seem to    Understand it   I don't think I even know.      You're the one I thought would never leave   (I tried to see)   Took me this long just to find a way   (These eyes only see grey)      I'll take one last look while you take me home   What you take from me I'll   Never let show.   I just wanted you to know.