This is your pain this is as real as it gets   No numbing enemies of life to tie this mind and body down   I wont lay down to die like you   I won’t dilute this experience   No time for stagnant sleepwalking sub-existence   No gods to decide my fate   No masters to force my hand   No substance to expand my mind into obsolete absolution   Fuck your solution   I'd rather suffer and survive   I am alive so feel the wake of my wrath   I am awake so hear me scream at the top of my mind   Watch me overcome all the nightmares you fear atop this mountain I stand   these years this life is eternity   I will never die.