only i know    i could climb by your side    piano    and i saw my own shadow    find me    loving my illusion    my life is beating faster than my own head    how can i know my heart is still breathing out from innocence       oh i know    it's fleeting us    by my own folly i follow    and by this grace go i    making the best of my last hope    or am i    i'm loving my illusion    when my heart is so broken    it's finished    it's been done    how can i know   i think of all the people left behind    lives beginning now