These bare walls hold a familiar theme    In this my home and happy hell    The pain I've seen within this empty dream   Locked and barred inside myself   Caged and leashed and smothered in fear   So round and round the chamber spins    You can sink or swim in a sea of fears    But the walls keep closing in    In the aftertaste    No where to run and no where to hide   Disobey and it's the back of the fist    Raped and tortured from the inside    With my dignity lost in every hit    Had to be something, I just had to be someone   But I'm overcome by my own self-doubt    Now where's my freedom, where's my life    Where's my god, where's my way out?    In the aftertaste    It's so dark inside- I can't breath inside    I can't move inside- now fade away