I dont think that i can handle watching you fade away   fade away another day without getting a chance   To take my years of mistakes   I hope i havnt come too late      Ill do my best to explain once and for all   im to blame      I cant believe the time ive wasted   is this how growing up is supposed to be?      Isnt this what growing older means?   isnt this what growing apart means?      I hope its not that hard   for you to find the good   find the good in what we shared   cause i know its been too long      would you tell me even if   you remembered the last time    i was sitting by your side    oh we had good times      I cant believe the time ive wasted   is this how growing up is supposed to be?      Isnt this what growing older means?   isnt this what growing apart means?