Turn and you joke when I say how I feel   I try not to choke as I learn this is real   Unraveling views as the truth is unfurled   You don't understand you were handed the world      Fruitless to argue   Expected to shine      Now that's over I finally found   The structure was useless, I'm gagged and I'm bound   The moment was steadfast, I'm groping thin air   Out on a limb, my own burdens to bear      It's not my fault   You hold the blame   The twist of fate   The songs this way      Never deserved this   The blame's always mine      Not what you're made of      It's over, I told her   I've left it behind   Erased for forever   What's still inside, inside my mind      I'm punching the walls and   I'm clenching my jaw   Reality's in, I'm what's left of the fall      How dare you refuse belief   Conditional approval is all I seek   Faded pictures are burning, a tinfoil love   My world is askew, not what you're made of