I wish that i, i wish that i    i wish that i, could pick myself up    trapped, imprisoned i know no other way to be    no matter how hard i try I'm never gonna be really free    surrounded by lies, try to hold my integrity    searching for a higher goal, trying to find the real me    I wish that i-could change my values and ignore this hate inside    I wish that i-could put the pieces back and make another try    Being dragged down in this ocean of fools    their golden horse god- obey their master-money rules    try to reach the surface but my emotions drag me down    i cant control myself, my rage makes me drown    I try, i try, i try to look beyond the whole,   its time to realize there's gotta be something more    in acts of selfishness we tend to ignore-what we really are living for