I've been thrown and left for dead   It's not for you it's been said   My future is dying, my family crying   And only myself, I am lying   Scared alone, tired and confused   Feelings of rejection shorten my fuse   Sad but true I am the one to lose   I am pathetic I have been used   Now I try and fight for a place   Myself I'm scared to look in the face   Life is short held by strings   Mind's been cut please do something   I'm sorry, I wish I never had   What's happiness, now makes me sad   What I had is all lost   I must take it back at any cost      Motivation the problem but I don't wanna solve them   Just wanna sit in my day dream amusement   I don't wann grow up but I don't wanna fuck up   I just wanna sit in my day dream confusion      Make a choice and wish the best   This whole game is a test   In the past with things I regret   Deal with feelings I can't express   Final rest the day that breaks   Give the gift of greatest grace   If I die before I wake   Left alone in a perfect place   Is this me or is this you   I guess I don't know what to do   Pick on ideas of such and such   I just worry way to much   Should I die should I sin?   You just want me to give in   I gotta smile, gotta say   Tomorrow is another day      Motivation the problem but I don't wanna solve them   Just wanna sit in my day dream amusement   I don't wann grow up but I don't wanna fuck up   I just wanna sit in my day dream confusion