all aboard the conductor screamed   he knew he was the only one who could save their dreams   he had to pick who lived and died solely by occupation   he played god in all their lives   he was the reason why a million people had to die on that day   and as he stared into all their faces   he heard the screams of those trying to be saved   he played god in all their lives that day   nothing's as scary as the earth crumbling   nothing could numb the pain of knowing tomorrow will never be   he lit up a cigarette in hopes to calm his nerves   and as the smoke filled his lungs   he prayed to an unmerciful lord   excuse me sir i forgot your name   i'm just another nameless face that won't see another day   excuse me sir i'm sorry that my worst nightmares are my only grasp on sanity   i wish i could save this world from dying   but now it's my turn to become another piece of matter floating endlessly through the abyss above   no love can save me   time stopped - it went all black   all the memories that i've had from my past escaped through my brain    the silence deafening could drive one insane   all that i've worked for and all the friends that i've made are just as useless as hoping a god might come save   no one can blame faith for trying to ease the pain   but when the world ends there will just be nothing   nothing