i'm barely alive, my heart just sunk at the thought   of where you're at...you're not with me   and i'm losing hold on the center of my life   it's turning black...   "i feel so alone in this fucking city"   miles of separation   with only a phone to let you know   it's killing me to stay so far away   but i can't go back to that place   where i gave up my dreams   and i broke myself for acceptance   but it never embraced me   and it crushes me to know   every word i wrote to you   never saw the light of day   would it have changed a thing?   could it have taken away our pain?   it was a lesson learned...   ...one i could have done without   i can't live with a broken heart   when it's the one thing we share   a million miles away   so i'll keep waiting...   ...i'll be waiting right here