He doesn’t love me anyway   And I am thankful for that   All these things I’ve placed around me   Could not hold me back   But How I long for him to hold me   As I lay sleeping by his side   All he ever really gave me   Were my dreams at night   Please tell me you don’t want me   I will thank you for that   All these restraints I’ve placed around me   Could not hold me back   And all those things I never told you   Way back when I could have   All those dreams I had about you   They keep coming back   I don’t want see you at night   I don’t want hear your voice   I don’t want see you at all   I don’t want to have a choice   I’m just gonna hide here alone   I’m just gonna talk to myself   Cause I don’t need no one.   I have felt true love   It don’t creep around like this   Doesn’t depend on complex things   Doesn’t even need a kiss   But my body is longing   And my mind feels alone   Loneliness can be confusing   But I don’t need no one