Hand of fate, hand so cold   Reaching out from destiny   Like a saint, built from hate    You resent everything that you've been told      And I wouldn't lie I'll tell the truth even if I get hurt      I'm losing security, I'm losing sincerity   I'm faking the promises and getting all lost in them.    I'm losing security, I'm losing sincerity   And if I can't get my hands on catastrophe    and if I wake up without you next to me      Still awake, I forgot to sleep    And there's a record playing in my head   Songs not dead, black in tune    And no one dares to enter the room       And I wouldn't lie I'll tell the truth even if I get hurt      I'm losing security, I'm losing sincerity   I'm faking the promises and getting all lost in them.    I'm losing security, I'm losing sincerity   And if I can't keep my hands on catastrophe    and if I wake up with you next to me      And if I can't keep my hands on catastrophe    and if I wake up without you next to me