You always said you'd never leave me   Now you are gone and I'm to blame   Living in a hotel room by the airport   I hear you're seeing what's his name      (Chrous)   But those bright lights up in Tulsa   Don't shine here in Ft. Worth   Lying to myself won't do no good   That northern wind blows colder   And you're lying on his shoulder   Well I'm alone, I'm alone   She's in Tulsa      I try to sleep but I hear my heart break    I try to cry but there's no more tears   I can't believe you finally left me   We've been together for five damn years