needed to pick something up   so i dropped you off   somewhere in january   to play my life up to   an imaginary fame   kissing hands while falling down   sweeping floors while kids design their fortunes   i'm leaving in january   hoped to see something brilliant   looking only through glasses   tried to be someone new   only watching others   too many sunrises deep into us   i almost forgot what i was dedicated to   spring cheer and i'm missing   what it's like to miss you