A kiss in my neck   Could have been something great   But I was sure to wreck   That tender affection shown   Was sufficient to hush every moan   But I was too eager to define   It was a waste of time      Those arms so very torn   That blue jersey used to keep me warm   How come a lovely memory like this   Evokes the same ill as that tender kiss?   Why waste my time on what will decline?      Don't cheer, I am a liar   It's just a waste of air   When you get no response   Preferred your speechless admire   Who wouldn't?   I know it seems ambiguous   Well it is, I rarely say what I mean   This is my biggest loss   But surely they'll be bigger      I long for old friends, so many things done   With nothing to repent   To submit felt so good   I would repeat if I just could   Defy my mind      I act like everyone I hate   And I hate them because they act like me   It is so hard to prove your faith   With all them marks so easy to see   I run for time, I want what's mine