I wasn't looking; I was hoping that you would see me   I wasn't searching; I was hoping that you would find me   Once it starts you can't stop it   Once it stops you can't start it      I wasn't running, I was hoping that you would stop me   I wasn't dreaming, I was hoping that you would ground me   Once it starts you can't stop it   Once it stops you can't start it      You will find me somewhere between loving you and hating you   You will catch me falling between loving you and hating you      I wasn't hurting; I was hoping that you would heal me   I wasn't waiting; I was hoping that you would hold on for me   Once it starts you can't stop it   Once it stops you can't start it      You will find me somewhere between loving you and hating you   You will catch me falling between loving you and hating you   You can find me somewhere between loving you and hating you   You can catch me somewhere between loving you and hating you      I wasn't looking; I was hoping that you would see me