I don't know what i'm doing here    or what's happened to my self esteem    Did you take it?    Did you act in vain?    Did you see what you did to me?       If you think all the mean things you say    would make me change my mind and stay    and if you say I made this choice to hurt you    you know that you are wrong       I would like to be your friend    but I'm scared like I can't tell you    I know that I need help    and I know that you need help too    and if I was untrue to you I wish I could go back    I'm a puppet in your hands and I just close my eyes and swollow       I'm grateful for the time we spent    and the love that I felt from you    and the love that I still feel for you    just keeps on getting stronger    If I did something completely wrong    I am sorry but I can't regret it       I believed in every word I said    and I want so hard to believe       I would like to be your friend    but I'm scared like i can't tell you    I know that I need help    and I know that you need help too    and if I was untrue to you I wish I could go back    I'm a puppet in your hands and I just close my eyes and swallow       And give me a reason why you act like this    I will retreat and I will surrender    but Pablo was so afraid of you    when he walked these empty streets tonight    I thought that you would hit and run    and I thought that you would kill me    and did you do something to my car?    will I survive my way back home?       I would like to be your friend    would you like to be mine?    I know that I need help    and I know that you need help too    and if I was untrue to you I wish I could go back    I'm a puppet in your hands and I just close my eyes and swallow