How the hell did I end up like   This   With no target how can I miss   Lust is nothing   But a fading memory   Look at all the pride I swallow   And you're calling me shallow   This isn't anger. This isn't envy   This is my life   This is a fucking mistake   Will silence ever embrace me   Will history ever erase me      It should have read "Though I   Walk through the valley of the   Shadow of death I shall fear no   Evil for NO ONE art with me"      When a disease is fatal   Even the knife looks good   It will never pass   Because I'm baptized   In broken glass      Will I ever feel like I've won   And forget the damage I've done   Or will this fucking lie   Go on forever   I have stopped daring to care   Cause this is going nowhere   But still I just won't let go      This is too much   This is way too little   Will silence ever embrace me   Will history ever erase me      It's been 25 years of consecutive suicides.   It can't complain      When a disease is fatal   Even the knife looks good   It will never pass   When you're baptized   In broken glass   Opportunities missed.   Kiss my ass!   I was baptized in broken glass   Nothing hurts   Nothing hurts   When you're baptized   In broken glass