I pull a knife   Outta my pocket   I try to hold back   No one can stop it   The force it pulls   They way I try   Makes me cry   When others die   At my own mercy      Mad n demented   I’m trapt inside   This world   Sick n so twisted   I’m in love with   This girl   She’ll never know   Never even think   Of me like that   Like that   Like the way I feel      What have I done   Envy is such   A terrible thing   When I go2sleep   I hear the ring   The ring of death   Ring of grief   Hatred was brief   I love her   She love’s someone else   That’s her problem    N no one else   Envy is silent    I’ve gone mad   I didn’t wanna kill him   But I thought I had…   To do It anyway   Wanna say I’m sorry!