I was never just an ordinary girl who underwent a transformation    I always thought I could see the stars and watch them grow in my hands       But my mind was bigger than the world    My choice was being born a girl       When will I ever learn the truth without the fiction    Without the friction, without the fiction    When it's the same as before    I conquer nothing or all       But my mind was bigger than the world    My choice was being born a girl       I like to watch so nothing can hurt me    I understand when your patience deserts you    I think I've loved but I'm not so sure    Can someone tell me what I'm here for?      I was never just an ordinary girl who underwent a transformation       But my mind was bigger than the world    My choice was being born a girl       You deserted me    Left me on the street    To be what I would be    You never gave me your time    Made me feel dirty and unkind       To feel the way I do about you    Has numbed me to all that's beautiful    To feel the way I feel about you    Has made me wonder what I have to do    To feel the way I do about you    To feel the way I do about you