so many things i never said, those regrets and broken promises   would it have mattered if i had told you everything i fealt, admitted i was scared of losing you, would you have understood?   remember when you said youd wait forever, and i thought it was true   and as my broken heart just keeps on beating i'll send these letters home to you   kuz i dont know what else to do   i'll wait for you   i guess its been 7 weeks and ive still got you on my mind   when will i find my way back to where we were when i left the tape you sent   my pillows drenched with tears, confirmed my worst fears