When I Hated Him (Don't Tell Me)      In the silent parlor room, If I'd remember to   Keep it down for ya, like you asked me to   Did that hurt too much, Baby did it last long enough   It was fine for me, It was fine for me      I'll go dry off now, This stuff is sticky   It's a little hot in here dear, Can you turn up the air      And don't tell me that you want me to see you this way   If I were weaker, And you loved me, Would you still act this way?      I'm sitting on the floor, And I don't feel no more   I'm not prepared to, And I don't dare to   It's so dark in here, And something smells like fear   Now you're sleeping, While I'm conceiving      I'll find my own way out, You'll find the letter   I'm a little weak but, You like that better      I don't think that you want to, See me this way   Cause I'd kill you, And I'd leave you, And never speak your name      And don't tell me that you want me to see you this way   If I were weaker, And you loved me, Would you still act this way      The roads are wet, And I can't remember your face   As I'm driving away in this, in this taxi cab   And the driver said, Are you sure you want to leave him      Don't I need to get these scars off my face   And I'm bleeding, not just in front of you, But in every single place   Don't you think that I want to see him in a different way   If he were weaker, And I still loved him   Maybe it wouldn't be this way