I would like to die a martyr   But some days I don't know which side I'm on      It's been years since I could say that I'm happy right here right now   What a place to be when your life is lived in reverse   One night it hit me like a moving train   And I woke up and realized all the days that I have wasted away      So give me a cause and I will go and start a war   Give me a gun, just tell me who this bullets for   You can bleed me dry even if it takes all night      Where you lost me I couldn't say   But it matters so little now I've got so many other things to keep me awake   If I've let on that I've lost all hope   I apologize I just don't know where to go   If I did I'd be there now      I would like to die a martyr   But some days I don't know which side I'm on      So give me a cause and I will go and start a war   Give me a gun and tell me who this bullets for   You can bleed me dry even if it takes all night   You can bleed me dry